It started with a day-runner

"Whoa! Google Chrome has crashed." that damn line poped out right in front of my pale face. What I've written for you completely disappeared without a trace. I couldn't believe it happened to me. So now I'm starting again, trying to recall the sentences have been written out...

I've got the idea of creating this silly stuff yesterday when I was filling my day-runner with coming activities. The thinking about your flight came out of the blue then in the list "ten things I will do this month" i added "writing Jin a letter". So now it seems to be the right time I should do it.

Look back at the first time we met, how did it come? We both now dun visit back that place but I still remember how i spent that stage. not that wonderful yet i appreciate much cuz i was able to confide my life and share joys as well as sorrows. You're one of them but you're not like them. You're kind of timid and reserved, just like me though we choose different ways to express ourselves. You're type of emotinal and faithful, so am I though I don't make a fuss when I'm not satisfactory. We are similar outside but different inside, I think so. Anyway, I have intention of making friends with that type, the problem is how long will it last? I have no idea, it hinges upon you.

What our friendship based on? the answer is uncountable cuz this 'relationship' [simple meaning] is abstract in some ways. I dun wanna find any solution. so just take it easy, don't mess everything up. i never force myself to believe in fate yet life forces me. I suppose when one person comes to your life, he won't easily leave you, even there's no talking no meeting, you guys cannot let each other fall into history. You cannot ever delete memories.